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My name is Olivia. I am eighteen years of age. This is all very irrelevant. You may now commence browsing my blog.
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Buh-bye CCHS!
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At the moment, I completely understand nearly every aspect of my life. Tomorrow I may feel sad again. Actually, I know that i probably will, but right now, at this exact moment, I feel the past four years of my life coming together. This may not have happened in the most beautiful of ways, and it may not be over yet, but I finally have closure. Only now do i realize that it was something I had been waiting around for you to give to me, when in reality, it was something I could only give to myself. None of this means that I can be any better at making friends, or communicating my emotions in any manner, but the wound on my lungs, that you so often visited, stealing my breath away every time, feels as if this one action has allowed it to begin to heal.
So, I shall conclude this post with a list of things that help me to be happy.
- Though the rest of my once close knit family will not be attending my graduation, my mother, step dad, and my brothers(most) will get to be there for me.
- I have a full tuition scholarship to a wonderful liberal arts school! It would have made my aunt so happy to see me attend the same school as she once did.
- My three little brother are the greatest gift I could ask for. Ever.
- My 20 seconds of insane courage really were the right thing to do.
- Last, but certainly not least…
I will be graduating from high school in 5 days!
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Anonymous asked: 1, 7,8,15
1. Words to an ex would be “Congratulations”
7. I feel very strongly about anti-racism.
8. A weird random fact about myself is that I cry very easily as of late(for about a year now).
15. A memory with the last person I kissed is when the two of us went on a nature walk. It was nice.
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My 20 seconds of insane courage.
I’ve either done several incredibly stupid things tonight, or several miraculously brave things.
Time shall tell, I suppose.
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Anonymous asked: 4, 6, 8, 10, 12, 14, 16, 17, 18, 20
4. A song that bring back memories is Messes of Men. It was some of the last meaningful words that you said to me.
6. The last time I cried was probably for some ridiculous reason, like a movie.
8. A weird random fact about myself is that I grew up with five brothers, but I’m more lady like than most other girls that I know.
10. Relationship status. Emotionally unavailable.
12. The first thing that comes to mind when I think of last summer is running down an old country road in my favorite summer dress crying.
14. I don’t have a top song in my itunes library because I don’t have an itunes library.
16. I don’t recall “wanting to hit someone in the face” recently, I’m sorry.
17. I wish that I could relive the nights that we spent together, back when things were easy.
18. I don’t think I would change my past. I’m not even sure how it has effected my future yet.
20. Daniel Service has made the “biggest impact in my life”.
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the thought of intimacy with any other human being is enough to make me gag right now
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you know in like 20 or 30 years or so theres gonna be a section in history books dedicated to this time period where gays were fighting for their right to marry and suffering from discrimination and the kids learning about it in class are going to be disgusted by the mere fact that gays had to even try to fight for what was rightfully theirs
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GOODBYE EVERYONE
I WILL BE IN HERE IF YOU NEED ME
SPOILER: DON’T NEED ME
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"I did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. I did not like to be touched because I craved it too much. I wanted to be held very tight so I would not break."
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